Crush.........................…

i love this gurjrati boy and im punjabi girl religion language, rituals custom difference. right now he is in 12 i am in 11 he is going college next yr i think he'll forget me.. he does not know that i like him because i dont talk to him in school.and thats why i jealous of him because he is in 12 and im in 11 suppose to be in 12.. i ingore him, he tries to wave at me but i pretend not to see him. in my heart i hate him but when he comes in front of me i like him. I don't know please help.I am shy to talk to him and express my feelings. Should I become friends with him first then he'll ask me out. How can I make him my friend. I think that when ever i see him i ingore him he thinks i am shy. infact i am shy to talk to boys indian. how can i make him my friend first. infact in the future maybe are parents might oppose this marriage because of religion punjabi/gujrati. do you think punjabi/ gujrati marriages are successful. i have seen him in many places he tries to say hi to me but i ingore him, and now he ingores me to. we just simply ingore eachother. omg i want him to be my best friend im north indian punjab he's west indian gujrat. but i want him to be my friend. but now i think that i dont wave at him so he does not come in front of me in school dont know why maybe he might feel that i dont want to be friends with him, i dont wave or look at him. I think he knows that i dont like him:( I want him to be my friend. Also I saw him in school couple days ago. I dont know if he was talking to his friends & laughing because he was looking at me too. He looked at me like for a minute then continued to talk to his friends. Maybe he tought that I would respond to him by saying Hi or something, but I didnt. Dont know why I couldnt I was shy just couldnt there was a certain feeling in me that time. He smiled at me too. I become speechless when he is infront of me. Are me and him made for eachother. Who are going to be in a bond in the future. Can it be true that some lovers are in different caste but fall in love and are made for eachother????????? because I really like him but shy to talk and express my feelings to him. i know that if i keep quiet soon it will be late and he'll like someone else. So please tell me how can I not be shy, to talk to him and make him my friend first than that boyfriend in the future. please answer... but i do know that once i start talking to him I wont stop hahaha, :). Even do indian boys ask out indian girls or not. Do u think he'll ask me out. If I become friends with him. He's gurjrati i'm punjabi? Please answer. I need help.